Our family recently embarked on a trip “back home” to San Diego, California and then a road trip to Tucson Arizona to end the year. Our trip started off with our plane having a small engine fire. As we were taking off, the smell of smoke filled the air, I can’t say I have ever been more terrified. There is one thing to smell fire where you know you can escape, or at least get help, but to be lifting off of the ground, knowing there is nowhere to go brought me to a place I hope to never return. Knowing my small children were there with us, looking to us for comfort, pushed me beyond my comfort level. Needless to say, we made an emergency landing back into the airport, and got off safe and sound.

What was really interesting, was that I was seated next to a woman, whom throughout the duration of the short take off and landing, talked about how blessed she was to do her life’s work, how many miracles she had witnessed as she brought victims of the holocaust to the “Holy Land” and how she trusted that when it is her time, she will know. I felt as though I was seated next to an angel, talking me through the chaos, and reminding me to trust.

Still shaken after that episode, it can only really sink in now that I am home safe and sound. WE COULD HAVE DIED, what I have feared for so many years about flying ACTUALLY HAPPENED, and WE CAME OUT ALRIGHT. I cannot agree more, that it wasn’t our time, that despite my biggest fears, it ended well, and now it is time to step into 2017 with trust, devotion and gratitude, to let go of old fears, worries and doubts- for we have this life to live, that the present moment is where we can find joy, and all the small stuff can be put to rest. That it is time to come home, to self, to walk this path of healing, to allow myself to be guided through the work I know I am meant to do. I’m ready 2017 and I hope you are too!

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